Essex

hmm.

2006-04-20T20:29:43Z

Note to self:

drinking a whole bottle of champagne results in a vicious headache in the morning.. Attempt to refrain from ever doing this again.

..thank you, come again.

oh my jesus!

2006-04-20T10:40:20Z

Essex: "Could you just die so that I could be happy?"

Isaac is my hero for reminding me that I said this... because it's horrible, and it makes me feel like Richard.. but that's not a bad thing... cuz Rich is amazing.. but yeah, let's end this discussion..

i love you.. and you all know who you are.

Lets talk about...

2006-04-17T00:37:57Z

Being productive at work = tying cherry stems in knots in my mouth...

yeah, what a great EASTER I'm having. I wish I could get paid time and a half to do tongue exercises all the time.

Riley. come home. now.
Emily. save me.
Rich. Just keep doing that thing you do.
There.. That's my livejournal shout out.

you fucker

2006-04-14T07:29:31Z

okay... Richard.. sucks balls.. ha ha ha ha .. yeah.... bitch put me in a weird position... I hate him. lol.

this is my tribute to you....

2006-04-09T11:17:33Z

bitches love me cuz they know I can rock, rhyme (ok I'm drunk I know it's spelled wrong), FUCK, and I'm on time...

... you know this... *cough* riley *cough*

so without you I wouldn't be ok tonight.. you don't know this but it is true..

you + me = quite a pair...werd..

much love homie

peace out brussel sprout.

essexy @ 2006-04-08T12:36:00

2006-04-08T19:36:35Z

Tunnel vision.
loss of hearing.
numb hands, that turn ghost white.

welcome to the Essex anxiety attack.

I don't feel like there is blood in my body.

very very very scary, especially when you are alone in your apartment and you don't realize whats going on.

...and the only person you want to call doesn't give a fucking shit so you don't bother...

maybe I should go to the doctor.

maybe not.

no.. really.. I had to follow the crowd. I felt left out...

2006-04-05T17:09:58Z

describe yourself in one word

1. Yourself: tired
2. Your Lover: awesome
3. Your Hair: messy
4. Your Mother: cool
5. Your Father: gone
6. Your Favorite Item: lovesac
7. Your Dream Last Night: nothing
8. Your Favorite Drink: milk
9. Your Dream Home: huge
10. The Room You Are In: clean
11. Your Pet: absent
12. Who You Are Now: Essex
13. Who You Want To Be In Ten Years: Essex
14. What You Want To Be In Ten Years: Essex
15. What You're Not: rich
16. Your Best Friend: wonderful
17. One of Your Wish List Items: money
18. Your Gender: female
19. The Last Thing You Did: drove
20. What You Are Wearing: sweatshirt
21. Your Favorite Weather: sunny
22. Your Favorite Book: Sex
23. The Last Thing You Ate: Ramen
24. Your Life: blah
25. Your Mood: happy

oh drag queens...

2006-03-29T20:15:05Z

I met the most amazing drag queen last night!!! Nikki Knoxville.. and the first thing she said to us as we were sitting outside smoking was, "Who here is on myspace!?" Kind of sick huh? Ha Ha! So I took all these wonderful pictures with my camera of all the funny drag queens singing there sexy women songs and I'm gonna try and post pictures but yeah, not now... OH! My drink... It was glowing green under the black light.. Awesome, I know.

ok, I think I'm done.

essexy @ 2006-03-19T18:54:00

2006-03-20T02:54:18Z

I'm checking my livejournal while I'm at work.. how amazing.

essexy @ 2006-03-15T23:04:00

2006-03-16T07:04:02Z

The Fifth Element is an amazing movie.

That's all.

essexy @ 2006-03-15T21:15:00

2006-03-16T05:15:09Z

I'm so fucking tired.

And I don't know why, it's not like I did anything exciting today.
nothing.

I worked and it was slow.
Three customers slow.
But I can barely keep my eyes open for some reason, and they sting like hell... What's wrong with me!!!!

Ugh.
I wish I could just go pass out.
but I can't.
it's to early and my body won't let me.

Here's to being sober three nights in a row.

essexy @ 2006-03-14T20:40:00

2006-03-15T04:40:29Z

umm... Girl scout cookies are amazing.
..Especially when we almost eat the entire box.
ok.. so maybe it was mostly Riley and I, cuz I know Lindsey won't admit to anything...

essexy @ 2006-03-10T14:53:00

2006-03-10T22:56:11Z

Sometimes you have to think about yourself and what's only good for you.. No matter what..

I really suck at doing things like that.

I just fuck myself day in and day out.. It's a shame
Nothing can every be perfect or work out the way you want it to.

Where do I go from here.. Cuz right now I feel like I'm going no where fast and I'm getting REALLY tired.. ??

essexy @ 2006-03-10T00:17:00

2006-03-10T08:18:06Z

This is what you always wanted
It's what you asked for
This is what you always wanted
And now you want more

Now these are all your new friends
Baby, you're a rock star now
Runnin' with the devil
Kiss me when the lights go down
Lipstick and bruises
Up and down

essexy @ 2006-03-09T23:59:00

2006-03-10T08:00:31Z

ugh.. I'm hurting..

I want to die.

End of disscussion

essexy @ 2006-03-03T13:43:00

2006-03-03T21:43:54Z

You never know how much someone means to you until something happens to them and your heart drops...

I love you Riley.

I had to...

2006-03-03T08:12:26Z

I had to post this because MY WALK KICKS ASS!

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A Mix of Hopping, Dancing and Writhing in Pain

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essexy @ 2006-02-21T23:03:00

2006-02-22T07:04:45Z

Where you are, that’s where I wanna be
And through your eyes, all the things I wanna see
And in the night, you are my dream
You’re everything to me

essexy @ 2006-02-21T20:14:00

2006-02-22T04:15:30Z

This weekend was intense.... to say the least...

I don't even know where to begin.. Nor do I remember much of it..
I woke up this morning and I was really sick, and I still feel like shit...

But god damn it! We had fun.. minus one time. The time that we will NEVER speak of again that is.. I Bought flowers bitches!

And Pringles... They should be considered a drug, this is true, because once you pop you can't stop.. I'm glad we discussed that.

Even better, you must know that I have some amazing people in my life.. Without them life would be boring.

Hmmm.. We all really know it's alcohol.. Hands down...

2006-02-15T17:44:19Z

You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.

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Cocaine

75%

Mushrooms

63%

Alcohol

50%

Marijuana

31%

None!

25%

Inhalents

25%

Ecstacy

25%

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essexy @ 2006-02-14T14:45:00

2006-02-14T22:45:55Z

I fell asleep last night feeling like something was sitting on my chest....

.... I woke up this morning and my heart was numb.

essexy @ 2006-02-14T10:58:00

2006-02-14T18:59:13Z

I really really dislike Valentine's day... I think it's a stupid holiday, even if you do have someone to spend it with.. I think you should do nice things for your significant others all the time instead of just on this "special" day.. But maybe that's not what it's all about, maybe I just don't understand it.. Regardless, today sucks.. :)

essexy @ 2006-02-12T02:06:00

2006-02-12T10:06:43Z

lindsey sucks

essexy @ 2006-02-11T10:04:00

2006-02-11T18:13:31Z

I'm dying today.. UGH.. I drank to much last night, and I didn't get enough sleep. That's my own fault though, my body just wasn't having it.. It was a good night though, a change of pace. I forgot how crazy my girls get when we go out.. Especially Paige who is a drink away from being a lesbian, it's hilarious to see this girl in action.. Cherry at the War Room = Good Times..

Where's the party tonight?

I'll be sleeping all day and not looking for a job like I should be.. Oh Well, being responsible is overrated...

essexy @ 2006-02-10T00:34:00

2006-02-10T08:34:42Z

I know you want to, I know you have, I know you love it, I know I'll let you..

Break me down.

And don't think this has to do with you..